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“The Lord is not slow in keeping His promise, as some understand slowness. Instead He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.” 2 Peter 3:9

The first weekend in October, we were excited to get the mail and discover that we had received the caterpillars we had ordered! We put the cup with them in the kitchen where we could see them but the boys couldn’t disturb them. Each morning when we came downstairs, we would watch as they would eat and move, basically getting fatter and lazier (it seemed). The boys loved to watch them and “check the caterpillars” and would make observations. Eventually they hung upside down in their J-shape and formed the chrysalises. When we were sure that they were in their cocoon, my husband & I followed the instructions that came with them carefully, removing and pinning the small paper that they were attached to into the butterfly habitat we had purchased.

But then NOTHING. Each day the boys & I would go down to the kitchen eager to see what was happening only to be greeted by the same nothingness. I finally made a mental note to call the company to complain because I assumed that the transformation was never going to happen. Our caterpillars were dead (they have to die, I remember reading, to transform into butterflies) and nothing else was happening.

Then two days ago, we saw it… one beautiful butterfly was in our precious cage. This morning, the other two emerged. And it struck me that sometimes I’m impatient when God is making an incredible transformation. I assumed incorrectly that nothing was happening “behind the scenes.” I desired to see the beautiful transformation but missed the step of the work that was needed to see the butterfly come to life. We don’t see the work; it happens in the cocoon.

I’m hoping you see the parallels in your own life, like I did in mine. I was struck that we need to wait at times for the Lord’s perfect plan. We need to put our hope and trust in Him, and then we need to be patient.

I also remembered a story I had read about my friend’s butterfly experiment a long time ago. At the time I read it, I was severely overweight and feeling VERY hopeless. And I bawled at reading that the caterpillar had to die (I mean literal tears flowing from my cheeks!). Why, God, I asked…why do I have to die for something beautiful to happen? I felt His amazing presence remind me to die to myself and allow Him to transform me. It’s not an easy process, but it’s a worthwhile one. Are we willing to wait on Him and His plan? Will we trust Him to renew our strength?

Because I was so touched by my friend’s story, I had to put excerpts from it below. The author of it agreed to let me share it, and I cut some portions out, so we pick up near the middle, but it is a great way to explain what happens to these ‘ugly’ caterpillars as they become what God has destined them to be:

As we came down stairs for our breakfast, an amazing act of God was occurring right before our eyes. Our caterpillar was turning into his cocoon. We knew the time was approaching, because the night before he had gone to the top of the jar and hung upside down in a J-formation. His body dangled downward, while his face pointed upward.

As he went into his cocoon, he shook and shed his skin. The skin moved in an upward position and was–as if by “magic”–transformed into the chrysalis. When the skin reached the top, the caterpillar thrashed his body–now completely enveloped in the cocoon–back and forth, circling around so that his skin would become the very thing that created an anchor for him to hold securely to the top of the jar. And then everything went calm. No more movement. And, at that moment, I knew that our baby was gone. Did you know the caterpillar actually dies? I didn’t know that, until we began our butterfly lessons. He dies. There are only cells that live to create that pretty butterfly. We will not see him again.

I found the whole experience to be both amazing and disturbing. I watched this creature that I had taken care of from birth just willingly pass before my eyes. He knew that better things were ahead of him, that he would soon reach his full (his best) potential. He worked hard for his death. He approached it with eagerness. And to think…he started his death in the shape of a J (for Jesus?), making sure that his face pointed upward. God’s creations really were created to give Him glory…weren’t they?

Then we were greeted with a beautiful Monarch Butterfly, opening and closing his intricate wings. He was BEAUTIFUL! I nearly got tears in my eyes when I saw him.

This butterfly experience was profound for me. I feel like I am living his story, in my own spiritual way. I can relate to the “good life” of sitting around, not being at my full potential, just eating, sleeping and…well…going to the bathroom. For me, life had somehow been boiled down to food. What would I eat next? When could I eat it? Could someone just put me on a pile of food, and leave me alone? And…unlike the monarch caterpillar who would rather starve than eat a leaf he doesn’t like…I would eat anything that crossed my path. I doubled in size in a short amount of time. And I just kept eating.

But, when I confessed my sin and genuinely began to repent and seek God…I started hanging upside down in a J position as if to say “JESUS! Everything about this change starts by pointing my face toward you!” I can’t imagine it’s easy for a caterpillar to hang in the J position for 24 hours. I mean, in caterpillar-years, that’s about 1/8 of their life spent in this position. All this to say, the J position is part of the process, and probably takes far longer than any of us would like it to take. But it is critical to remain low, while facing upward. No matter how long it takes.

And then there’s the wretched process of shedding the skin…the putting off of the old self. The wiggling and writhing and contorting that occurs. It definitely appears to be a painful process. But it is a miracle, really. And nothing less. When you see it happening, it does appear to be “magic”; however, we know that there is nothing magical about it. It is purposeful–because God purposed it through Christ.

Then, the swirling and whirling that must occur in order to secure ourselves to the only “hook” (or anchor) that can hold us where we need to be. Do you know how small that caterpillar hook is? So small. But is is STRONG. It supports the weight of the entire process of metamorphosis that occurs. It withstands wind gusts and weather changes. It is small, but mighty. And it is critical. Without that hook, the entire process would end. If the cocoon isn’t hanging, the butterfly will never hatch. The process is lost. My hook is Christ. The God who knit me and formed me, striped me down to nothing and then holds me secure. And I wait…

I die. And I wait. I die. But He lives. And I am transformed. The new self will look nothing like the old. But it will take awhile. Perhaps longer than the caterpillar ever lived. But it is peaceful. And change is happening.

I think I am now going safely into my cocoon. It has been a few years of hanging low while facing upward; then beginning the painful process of dying. But now I am beginning to sense the silence. I can feel the urgent need to hide away for a time, enveloped in the protection that only God could have created for me. I sense how still I will need to be for this change to occur. This phase could seem long…but change is happening.

It isn’t easy to become a butterfly. But it also isn’t hard. It means dying…then resting…and ultimately trusting. Trusting Christ for the final change to come.

And the change is coming.

I’M GOING TO FLY!

If you’re tired of waiting, hold on…remember God is not slow as we think of slowness. He keeps His promises, He is faithful and He knows the perfect timing. As the above verse reminds us, He wants everyone (including us in our selfish sin) to come to repentance. When we do, we begin to see the transformation that only He can do within our lives, as we die to our own selfish desires and He works in the background to make us into a new beautiful creature that far surpasses anything we could become on our own. Patience, my husband reminded me as I was irritated that no butterflies were emerging from the cocoons. We need to have faith instead of fear, worship instead of worry, and peace instead of impatience. Do we believe God to be trustworthy? Do we believe He can transform our lives? Then, let’s live like it!

Dear Heavenly Father, thank You for the reminder you give us in the caterpillar to butterfly process. Only You could have created something so meaningful and so wonderful to watch. Please help us not grow impatient in the process. Remind us that change is happening, even when we can’t “see” it. Help us feel Your presence and trust you. Our hope is in You…may we die to ourself, repent of our sin and wait patiently on You. And God, we humbly ask to see this beauty emerge from our lives. Make us the best us we can be – the person You had in mind when You created us. In Jesus’ Name, AMEN!

“This is what the Lord says to you: ‘Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God’s.'” 2 Chronicles 20:15b

Have you ever experienced hopelessness? Have you ever felt your situation can’t or won’t change? I’ve felt that way about losing weight. I think some thin people think it’s easy just to say no to overeating or to go exercise. But people who have struggled with obesity know that it’s a great challenge to overcome an addiction to food or to get the energy to try and work out. Habits are formed year after year, and cycles and routines are hard to change. Many people try to diet, only to fail and gain all the weight back. And often times those failed attempts lead to hopelessness and deep discouragement. The will to even try goes out the window. Why bother, we wonder?

I’ve been there. And I confess that I still struggle with over-indulging. But, I now have a new-found hope in Christ. While that may sound cliche or cheesy, it’s true. Recently in my Bible reading, I’ve found many instances where God wins a huge victory for His people against incredible odds. Over and over again, He reminds His people that the battle is His to win. He reminds us not to be afraid or discouraged! Even against the greatest odds, He can still win because He’s God. I highlighted this above verse from Chronicles in green (the color I use for the topic of weight loss in my Bible).

Then this past week, in my women’s Bible study, we looked at the character Deborah in Judges 4-5. Over and over again, this study reminded us ladies that the battle belongs to the Lord. At the time of Deborah, the Israelites were in a desperate situation. They had disobeyed the Great I AM and worshiped other gods, so the Lord allowed them to be sold to and oppressed by the king of Canaan (Judges 4:1-2). As we see in Judges 5, the streets were so dangerous that people didn’t travel on them (verse 6), and the cruel oppression lasted 20 years (Judges 4:3). Finally, God’s people cried out to Him.

The king of Canaan had 900 iron chariots and hundreds of thousands of armed soldiers. But, we see that in Israel “not a shield or spear was seen in 40,000 people” (Judges 5:8). The study said this would be like 900 tanks with armed forces marching up against a small force without a single gun – yikes! But, God can work in impossible odds if we cry out to Him. Jeremiah 29:12 reminds us that God listens when we call on Him, and come and pray to Him.

God told Deborah to tell Barak to take 10,000 men to a certain location on Mount Tabor and that He would deliver them from their enemies. The leader agreed but asked Deborah to come along. Not only did she have faith and speak what God had told her, she acted in obedience to that faith by going along into war. I personally might have been terrified to go along with the plan, but she took action to match her beliefs.

And, most importantly in this story, God saved the day! When the Israelites went to Mount Tabor, the vast army from Canaan went to meet them and in doing so went into a valley. From there, we learn that God sent a terrible rain storm (Judges 5:4)  and the iron chariots couldn’t move in the mud. The warriors fled, leaving behind their weapons, which the Israelites took and overcame the army! The glory didn’t belong to Deborah or to Barak but to the Lord, who acted on behalf of His people and rescued them amidst their desperate situation.

Can you relate at all to this story? I sure could! I even thought about the fact that it was the Israelites’ sin that got them into that awful situation in the first place. They had just been saved by a previous judge and gone right back into the sins they had committed before – worshiping idols and man-made gods. It was God’s discipline that allowed them to be in a situation of oppression. But, God didn’t leave them there to rot! When they turned to Him, He rescued them.

Twenty years is a long time to experience oppression. I’ve battled weight that long! Some of you may have been battling even longer. The speaker this morning said that for some of those fighting Israelites, oppression was a way of life (the only life they had known or could remember). Their hearts, minds and eyes only saw their dire situation and they had no hope for victory. But, when they cried out to God, He delivered them in ways that ONLY He could, for His glory alone.

If you’re in a hopeless situation, pray! Even if your own sin lead you to the situation, humble yourself, repent and turn to the Lord. Perhaps in His great love and mercy, He will rescue you, too. This story reveals to us God’s character (and I believe His character is unchanging). If His heart was this big for a people who screwed up royally (and continued to do so later on!), His heart is big for you, too. Worship Him alone today, cry out to Him, believe His answer and act according to what He tells you. Then watch as He alone wins the battle, saves the day, rescues you, and receives the glory due His Name!

Dear Heavenly Father, thank You for the Bible. Thank You for the truth found in these stories. Thank You for revealing Your unchanging character to us. God, we confess that it is our own sin that has lead many of us into this situation. It was my own overeating and laziness that got me to the weight I am. But, God, I beg You to have mercy on us. We want to worship You alone and have You satisfy our deepest desires. Help free us! We turn to You and cry out for help. Please save us! When our situation seems downright impossible, we believe just as Your Word says ‘NOTHING is impossible’ for You! Act, Lord God. Speak – tell us what to do and help us walk it out in faith. May we be used for Your glory! And when victory comes, may we continue to praise You rather than go back to the sin that snared us in the beginning. May we serve and honor You in all we say and do. In Jesus’ Name, AMEN!

We sang this song in Bible study this morning, and it was a good reminder to me – enjoy! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DMZ8D6nTKhg

Have you ever wondered amidst seemingly unanswered prayers if God really cares about you? After all, how many billions of people are in this world again? Does one situation in one life really make a difference to the God of the Universe? I hope I’m not the only one that’s ever had that question. That said, I believe that the story of Sarah shows us that we are important to God, even despite our imperfections.

I read about Sarah once again a couple weeks ago for a Bible study, and this time round a few new things stuck out to me. In order, they are:

• God displays His abundant love for Sarah (and not just her husband Abraham);
• Sarah was less than perfect in her actions and God still chose her;
• God doesn’t need our help in His plans;
• And we may consider a prayer “unanswered” when God is working in the background with His perfect timing.

To really fully appreciate this commentary, I would go back and read about Sarah in Genesis 11-23. The Holy Spirit is faithful to reveal things to us through God’s Word!

God displays His love for Sarah (an individual person, and even a woman!).

Twice at her husband Abraham’s request she lies and says she is only his sister so another powerful man takes her to be his wife. The first time was in Egypt (Genesis 11:10-20), and Pharaoh took Sarah into his palace because she was beautiful. Can you imagine being married and then being taken by another man?

The Bible study I read noted that Sarah probably put herself in great danger by obeying her husband and lying to the officials in the land. That said, Genesis 11:17 tells us “But the Lord inflicted serious diseases on Pharaoh and his household because of Abram’s wife Sarai.” So, Pharaoh let Sarah and Abraham go, along with all they had. I’ve wondered if it wasn’t God’s grace that Sarah couldn’t bear children at this point, because the Bible doesn’t say that Pharaoh didn’t touch her. God acted on her behalf, though, and shows how much He cared for her by inflicting serious diseases on the household she was in until she was released.

The second time Abraham and Sarah lied about their relationship, it was to Abimilek king of Gerar in Genesis 20. He, too, took the very beautiful Sarah to be his wife, but God kept him from touching her (Genesis 20:6) and told him in a dream to return Sarah or he and all who belonged to him would die (Genesis 20:7). The Lord had also kept everyone in Abimilek’s house from conceiving because of Sarah (Genesis 20:18) but healed them when Sarah was returned and Abraham prayed for them.

Even though Sarah and Abraham had been less than truthful about their relationship status, God still shows how much He cares about her and what happens to her.

Sarah was less than perfect, but God still chose to use her.

We just saw that Sarah had lied. In addition, she also mistreated her servant Hagar and was unkind to her. Finally, she even laughed at God and His plan! We see in Genesis 18 that the angel of God told Abraham that “at this time next year, your wife Sarah will have a son.” By this point, Abraham was 99 and Sarah was 89, and Genesis 18:12 tells us, “So Sarah laughed to herself as she thought, ‘After I am worn out and my lord is old, will I now have this pleasure?'” Then the Lord said to Abraham in verse 13-14a, “Why did Sarah laugh and say, ‘Will I really have a child, now that I am old?’ Is anything too hard for the Lord?” But, Sarah was afraid so she lied and said she didn’t laugh but God replied “YES, YOU DID laugh!”

I’m wondering if she laughed out loud or if she laughed to herself – isn’t it great that God knows us…I mean He REALLY knows us. He knew that Sarah thought His plan was impossible. He knew that she was old and afraid, and He knew that she had laughed and lied about it. But, He chose her anyway.

Despite her imperfections, God still chose her to bear Isaac, the child of promise. Through him and his offspring, the nation Israel (God’s chosen people) would be born. And on down the road, Jesus would come from this nation. Sarah was a chosen part of God’s grand plan, even though she made many mistakes in her life.

Isn’t that reassuring and refreshing? After all, none of us can claim to be perfect, but don’t we still desire to be chosen by God to be used for His glory?

God doesn’t need our help for His plans.

So many times, we want to make the plans of how our lives should work out and let God give the stamp of approval on them. But, God doesn’t work that way; His plan and His timing is perfect.

Sarah didn’t have any children, even though she knew God had promised Abraham that he would be the father of many nations and the entire earth would be blessed through his seed. So, she crafted her own plan and suggested to her husband that he sleep with her slave Hagar so that perhaps she could have a family through her (Genesis 16:2).

Now, I personally can’t imagine sharing my husband with anyone. How desperate Sarah must have been to have children! But her plan didn’t work out well. When Hagar got pregnant, she began to “despise” her mistress (Genesis 16:4) so Sarah mistreated her and she fled. Eventually, Hagar gave birth to Ishmael, but he was the child of a slave and not the child of promise. From my understanding, from Ishmael we have the Islamic people and Muslim faith. Sarah’s poor choice to take matters into her own hands would have far-reaching consequences! God didn’t need Sarah’s help; after all, 14 years later she would give birth to the son God had promised Abraham.

Are there times that we want to quit waiting on God’s timing or plan and do things our own way? Do we think that we know better than God and wish He would see things from our perspective? How often to we limit God by trying to work out plans for ourselves? God’s plan is the best, even when we have to wait for it!

When we feel prayers aren’t being answered, perhaps God is still working in the background in His perfect timing.

Sarah really, really wanted children. In her culture, not having children was a sign that God hadn’t blessed your marriage. She ached for a son. Then she heard that God promised her husband that he would be the father of nations. And yet she still wasn’t getting pregnant. She wanted kids so bad that she asked her husband to sleep with someone else to conceive. (Yikes!) I’m sure she prayed. I’m sure she was desperate. And yet, nothing. Until she was in her late 80s, those prayers went unanswered. Have you been praying for something for 60+ years without an answer? Most of us feel like 60+ days without an answer is cruel. But, are we missing out on God working in the background?

God had a divine plan. Why did He wait until Sarah was this old? I’m not sure; only He knows. But, I believe His plan and timing was perfect. We give God alone the glory for the birth of Isaac. It wasn’t like Isaac would have come naturally without God’s help at this point. After all, Sarah was past childbearing years. And as my Bible study pointed out, most likely Sarah and Abraham weren’t having marital intimacy all that often anymore at this age. But, they obeyed when God told them to have a child (this wasn’t an immaculate conception!) and they believed God could bring to pass what the longings of their heart had been. Sarah probably enjoyed this baby all the more since she had to wait so long for it. Isaac means laughter, and Sarah’s laughing at God turned into laughter of rejoicing! She said that everyone was probably going to crack up when they hear this old lady is pregnant!

God loved Sarah. He hadn’t forgotten about her. He hadn’t left her behind in His plans. He hadn’t forsaken her. But, He did make her wait. He did ask her to trust Him. He did ask her to obey. And He did fulfill His promise to her – she had a baby of promise and she became an important part of history.

Do you wonder if God cares about you? Do you wonder why your prayers go unanswered? Do you wish God would hurry up in working out your situation? If so, remember Sarah. God still used her though she was less than perfect. God showed that He cared for her and every step she took and situation she was in, and God kept His word to her and worked out a grander plan than she would have imagined – just in His perfect timing so that He alone got the glory.
Dear God, thank You for Your Word. Thank You for the example of Sarah. Thank You for caring about us and our situations. Thank You for showing us that You know us intimately – even when we laugh to ourselves, You know! Yet, You care for us even though we’re not perfect. You show us that Your love for us goes beyond our deserving…back to Your own goodness. Help us see Your grander plan and bigger picture. Don’t let us ruin things by trying to pursue options that aren’t of You. May we trust in Your faithfulness and rely on Your timing. Please, God, act on our behalf. Come to our aid as only You can! We will wait for You. And we thank You and praise You for being God alone. May You receive the glory from our lives. In Jesus’ Name, AMEN!

“Jesus replied, ‘No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for service in the kingdom of God.'” Luke 9:62

Three weeks ago I heard a sermon on the above verse, and I’ll be honest that I felt convicted. How many times have I tried to lose weight “putting my hand to the plow” and then gone back to my old habits? Enough times that I thought about giving up completely, particularly if God didn’t see me as ‘fit’ for service.

But, today in particular I felt that there was more to this verse that God wanted me to see if I would get over my feelings of condemnation. After all, I am – and will only ever be – a sinner saved by grace through the blood of Jesus Christ. I have no reason to boast except for in the Lord’s faithfulness anyway.

I felt the Lord gently speak to me today and ask “Where are your eyes?”

When my eyes are fixed on Him, the battle to live a holy life doesn’t seem as difficult. Honestly, I’m not even as hungry when I’m truly delving into His Word and living for Him. But, when I take my eyes off “the prize” and put them anywhere else, I feel like I sink quickly into my old habits. There are times that my shift in gaze has been to look at my own body and weight loss. I bought a new pair of jeans and all but patted myself on the back, I looked at the scale and thought “YES!” but neither of those is truly my goal. My goal is to live for His glory – have I been truly a reflection of Him to all those around me?

In Matthew 14:22-36, Jesus was walking on water and beckoned Peter to come to him. When Peter saw the wind (telling me that he took his eyes off his master), he began to sink. Jesus asked why he doubted.

Have you doubted that God can save you in your situation? Have you doubted your ability to lose weight AND keep it off? I would venture to say that it’s only when our eyes turn from our Lord that we will struggle. If we can fix our eyes on Him, I think HE will win the victory for us.

My readings from this morning included 2 Samuel 23:8-39 about David’s Mighty Men. The beginning of this passage was about three specific men who were basically the best of the best. About one, the Bible specifically noted that “[he] stood his ground…The Lord brought about a great victory that day” (2 Samuel 23:10) and about another of the three, it said [he] “took his stand…and the Lord brought about a great victory” (2 Samuel 23:12). These verses stuck out to me. What does God want us to do? TAKE A STAND – even when others around us don’t. Then God will win the victory on our behalf. Ephesians 6:13 tells us: “Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.” Stand firm! Let God win the battle!

How do we stand? In practical terms, when we feel like we can’t give up the food we have used for comfort, when we don’t feel like there’s an ounce of energy in our body to work out, when we feel like this battle is simply hopeless and we’ve tried over and over again just to fail yet again…how do we stand firm and not give up? We start with our eyes: “Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith” (Hebrews 12:2a).

If we put our hand to the plow, let’s not look back, look around or look at ourselves. Let’s look at Jesus who gave us the perfect example. Let’s look at God’s Word and His glory. Let’s think about the things that are pure and holy and let’s let GOD win the victory as we stand, gazing at Him.

If you’ve felt yourself sinking, then simply look up and as Peter did, cry out “Lord, save me!” He is a faithful and merciful God!

Dear Heavenly Father, thank You for Your Word. God, we confess that we have been guilty of putting our hand to the plow and then looking back. Help us keep our eyes right where they should be. Help our gaze be fixed on You. May we not look at our own shortcomings or even our own bodies but rather at You and Your glory. May we stand firm so that You can win this victory for us. May our boast not be in ourselves but rather in the work You’ve done for us on the cross. We are simply sinners in need of Your mercy and grace. Lord, we’ve taken our gaze where it shouldn’t be and seen the “wind” and storms of life and think that there’s no hope. But, as You’ve spoken to us through Your Word, we realize that like Peter, we need You to save us. You’re the only One who can fix us! You’re the only One who deserves praise and glory for doing Your work in our lives. Keep our eyes on You, dress us in Your armor, and help us to stand firm to the very end. And may You win the victory for us! Glory to You alone! In Jesus’ powerful and precious Name, AMEN!

“Nothing can hinder the Lord from saving, whether by many or by few.” 1 Samuel 14:6b

Lately I’ve come to the realization that I’ve been limiting God in my mind. I look at circumstances and I feel hopeless, even though I believe God is all powerful. I focus on my own faults that brought me to the situation, the lack of my own personal ability to get out of it, and I feel that nothing will ever change. If you’ve ever felt this way, too, I have some VERY good news for you. NOTHING can hinder the Lord from saving. Say it out loud with me: “NOTHING can hinder the Lord from saving!”

In my reading of the Old Testament, I’ve come to situation after situation where God acted on behalf of His people in unusual ways. For example, when Gideon defeated the Midianites only 300 Israelites went into battle against numerous opponents; when the 300 blew their trumpets, the Lord cause the men throughout the Midianite camp to “turn on each other with their swords” (Judges 7:22).  Another example is when Samuel subdued the Philistines at Mizpah: “But that day the Lord thundered with loud thunder against the Philistines and threw them into such a panic that they were routed before the Israelites”  (1 Samuel 7:10). Later, in the excerpt from where the above verse was taken, only Jonathan and his armor-bearer killed 20,000 Philistines who were routed when “…panic struck the whole army – those in the camp and field, and those in the outposts and raiding parties – and the ground shook. It was a panic sent by God” (1 Samuel 14:15). In all three situations, the odds were stacked heavily against the Israelites, except for in one important area – they had God on their side!

When I was first embarking on this journey to lose weight, I had very little hope that I could possibly change on my own. After all, it was my own laziness and overeating that had gotten me into this situation. And, I didn’t think I had the energy or the willpower to ever change. The situation looked hopeless at best. But, I was forgetting that NOTHING CAN HINDER GOD FROM SAVING!

In 1 Samuel 10:6, Samuel told Saul (as he was anointing him king) that “The Spirit of the Lord will come upon you in power, and you will prophesy with them; and you will be changed into a different person.” Later, we see “As Saul turned to leave Samuel, God changed Saul’s heart, and all these signs were fulfilled that day” (1 Samuel 10:9). I’ve been praying that God would change me into a different person, beginning by changing my heart.

I understand when people say “you don’t reap what you don’t sew” BUT for the person who needs a major life change, sewing looks like an impossible task. My suggestion to you is to start with the first steps, which is trusting in God and asking Him to change your heart. He’s the only One who can make You desire healthy choices. He’s the only One who can fix your broken situation that looks impossible at best.

In my readings of when God acted on behalf of the Israelites, their actions preceding His intercession was “mourning and seeking after the Lord” (1 Samuel 7:2), “returning to the Lord with all their hearts,” “ridding themselves of foreign gods,” “committing themselves to the Lord and serving Him only” (1 Samuel 7:3), “fasting and confessing their sin” (1 Samuel 7:6), and “crying out to the Lord” (1 Samuel 7:9).

If you are in a desperate and dire situation – if you’ve tried everything you know how to change something in your life – and you need help, this is the place to start. Don’t focus on hunkering down and exercising your own will power. Instead, confess your sin, return to the Lord with your whole heart, and cry out to Him. Then, praise Him for when He works His mighty wonders on your behalf!

I’m getting very close to the mark of having 50 lbs gone. If you would have asked me if this was possible at the beginning of this year, I would have probably said it wasn’t likely. But, NOTHING CAN HINDER GOD FROM SAVING! Praise Him with me today!

Dear Heavenly Father, thank You for Your Word. We who deserve nothing are continually blessed by You, our compassionate Heavenly Father through it. God, thank You that You can do all things. Lord, I want to personally praise You for acting on my behalf. And now I’d like to take the time to pray for those who are reading this right now – whether their situation is losing weight, finances, or some other difficult situation, I pray that You would have mercy on them and act as only You can. Help them, Lord. May we be humble and confess our sin before You, may we return to You with all our heart and rid ourselves of anything that’s become a useless idol in our life, may we serve You and honor You in all we say and do. Lord, come! Have Your way! Forgive us and save us as only You can! May we be reflections of Your holiness – may You be glorified through us. Thank You that NOTHING can hinder You from saving! In Jesus’ Name, AMEN!

Do you remember the story of Samuel from the Bible? His mom was Hannah, who prayed in her infertility and promised to dedicate her son to God if He would grant her the privilege of being a mom. And God answered her prayer with Samuel, who she gave up after she had weaned him so he could live in the temple and serve the priest. (And God blessed her with other kiddos.)

What always stuck out to me about Samuel, though, is that he heard the audible voice of God. In 1 Samuel 3 of the Bible,the second half of the first verse tells us that “In those days the word of the Lord was rare; there were not many visions.” Then, the chapter continues where Samuel heard his name being called and thought it was the priest Eli. Verse 7 tells us that at that time, “Now Samuel did not yet know the Lord. The Word of the Lord had not yet been revealed to him.” Each time Samuel would hear his name, he would run to the priest Eli and say “you called me” and the priest would tell him that he didn’t call him and to go back to bed. The third time, though, Eli realized that it was God calling the boy, so he told Samuel to say “Speak, Lord, for your servant is listening” if he heard his name again (1 Samuel 3:9). The very next verse says “The Lord came and stood there, calling as the other times: ‘Samuel! Samuel!'”

How great would it be to hear the voice of God and have Him call us right where we’re at, whether in bed, on the road or cooking dinner? Just imagine Him coming to stand next to us to reveal His plans to us? To hear our name from our Lord?

As I continued reading, 1 Samuel 3:19 tells us “The Lord was with Samuel as he grew up, and he let none of his words fall to the ground.” I underlined and put a star next to this verse. Samuel didn’t let any of God’s words fall to the ground. I thought about how many times I’ve read the Bible, but have I really retained it? Have I soaked it in, have I practiced and applied it? Or have the words fallen to the ground?

But it’s the last verse of 1 Samuel 3:21 that stuck out to me the most: “The Lord continued to appear at Shiloh, and there He revealed Himself to Samuel through His Word.”

How does God speak to us? The right answer is any way He chooses! That said, God’s Word is often where He reveals Himself to us. We know the Bible to be truth whereas relying on feelings or our own thoughts can’t always be trusted.

Are we living in days where there aren’t as many visions and God’s audible voice isn’t always heard? We need to pray and seek God while He may be found…and the best place to start is in the Bible. And, we need to be more like Samuel who didn’t let any of those words fall to the ground. May God reveal Himself to us through His Word! May we know Him! God, we ask you to speak – we are listening!

Dear Heavenly Father, thank You so much for revealing Yourself and Your plans to us through Your Word. Thank You for the Bible and the ability to read it. God, may we not let any of Your words fall to the ground. May we know You and apply what You reveal to us to our lives. Please forgive our sin so that we may draw nearer to You. Speak, Lord, we’re listening! In Jesus’ powerful name, AMEN!

The other week I came to a spot in my reading that I have contemplated almost daily since.

The passage was Joshua 9, subtitled in my Bible “The Gibeonite Deception.” When Joshua was leading the Israelites and the Lord was giving them great success against their enemies, the people who were then occupying the Promised Land got together to make war against the Israelites (9:2). However, “when the people of Gibeon heard what Joshua had done to Jericho and Ai, they resorted to a ruse” (9:3-4) or a plot to deceive the Israelites. They put on some worn out sandals and loaded their donkeys with some worn out sacks, old wineskins that were cracked and mended, and dry, moldy bread (9:4-5). Then they asked the Israelites to make a treaty of peace with them, telling them that they were from “a distant country” (9:6).

Here is the part that stuck out to me in ‘highlighting.’ Joshua 9:14 tells us “The men of Israel sampled their provisions BUT DID NOT INQUIRE OF THE LORD” (emphasis mine). Then Joshua made a treaty of peace with them to let them live, and the leaders of the assembly ratified it by oath, which they swore by the Lord, the God of Israel (9:15, 18).

I’ll admit that I didn’t fully understand the ramifications of the passage until last year when studying Kay Arthur’s Covenant. In it, she noted that even though the Gibeonites had deceived the Israelites into making the covenant, they were bound to it. We see later in 2 Samuel 21:1 “During the reign of David, there was a famine for three successive years; so David sought the face of the LORD. The LORD said, ‘It is on account of Saul and his blood-stained house; it is because he put the Gibeonites to death.’” David had to go make restitution because Saul broke the covenant between the Israelites and Gibeonites that Joshua and the elders had made in Joshua 9.

I wondered when studying this passage on Covenant if maybe God was a little harsh (forgive me, Lord!) in bringing a three-year famine to avenge the blood of these people who got their treaty of peace by being deceptive. But, it drove home the point to me that God doesn’t take promises lightly. And neither should we.

In re-reading this passage from Joshua 9 more recently, I realized that it was truly the Israelites’ fault whereas I had blamed the people of Gibeon. Even though they were God’s chosen people, the Israelites simply sampled the Gibeonites’ provisions, took their story at face value, and never bothered to consult God. He had been on their side, granting them success in their journey. How difficult would it have been to pray about it? Why didn’t they seek Him in this decision? To me, it looked like they thought this was a no-brainer. I scratched in the margins of my Bible “help us not live by our own wisdom.”

God calls us to be wise. But, we are to seek Him when faced with decisions and allow Him to speak to us! Something may look and seem like a good deal or wise choice, but we need to pause and inquire of the Lord before pursuing it. After all, this one choice or decision may affect later generations more than we realize!

Father God, thank You for Your Word. Thank You that keeping a promise is important to You. Thank You that You teach us the right way to handle situations. God, may we not rely on our own wisdom to make important decisions but may we inquire of You and Your will as we go throughout life. You are important to us, and we want what You have for us and for the generations that will come after us. Forgive us where we’ve made poor decisions in the past and help us move forward by your grace. In Jesus’ Name, AMEN!

“You, my brothers, were called to be free. But don’t use your freedom to indulge the sinful nature; rather, serve one another in love.” Galatians 5:13

The other day I’ll admit that I was running late and didn’t read my Bible first thing when I woke up. As I turned on the radio, though, this verse was being spoken over the airwaves. And I felt like it was a message from the Lord!

I had been thinking of my friends who are on strict diets. They are indeed losing weight, but I know that they aren’t free to eat just anything that sounds good to them. No taste of cake at a birthday party, no pizza a friend is serving for dinner…in fact, they have to say no to most things that the average person can eat on occasion.

For me, I’m hoping to make a permanent lifestyle change. I’m not sure I could do these hardcore diets long-term. I’m glad that I have some freedom to choose what to eat and don’t have to stick only to certain foods or pay for meal plans/logs, etc.

As I was going through my day, though, I’ll be honest and say that I was experiencing a severe craving for chocolate. Was I hungry? Not at all. But did I WANT it? Absolutely! However, the above verse kept coming to my head: “Don’t use your freedom to indulge the sinful nature” replayed over and over again.

I am free to eat anything, BUT I’m not to use that freedom to indulge myself. Rather, I am to serve others in love. That includes my husband who wants to see me succeed, my kids who deserve to have a healthy mom who can keep up with them, and the readers of this blog or others that I’m encouraging to come alongside me in this journey to lose weight!

We are called to be free. We are called to exercise freedom. But, we’re not called to use that freedom to indulge ourselves. May we think about that the next time we think we MUST have something that isn’t good for us. Let’s pray that God would help us!

Dear Heavenly Father, thank You for speaking to us right where we’re at. God, thank You for Your Word. Thank You that it brings life! We are grateful for our freedom. We are thankful that You died on the cross to set us free from slavery to sin. We are so blessed that You have given us a new start! Help us not use our freedom to indulge our sinful nature, but rather let us serve one another in love as You have asked. May we be able to say no to things that aren’t good for us and take pleasure in You and Your love for us instead. In Jesus’ Name, AMEN!